Looking forward

Friends know that I don't drink coffee at all. Feeling so irritated as I stared back at the vending machine with lots of coins in hand. Momentarily thinking as I finally push hard on the buttons for the nescafe latte can. Pulling back the lid as I sipped in the smooth frothy milky coffee.

Sweet taste felt in the mouth. I continued to drink up as I sigh, making my way back to the office. I could immediately feel abit lighter as the heart beats abit faster. The effect coffee can make me but already, I'm welcoming the good effect it has on me.

I'm counting down the days when this Dubai project is over but the strange thing is that I like being busy. Makes the time at the office waste faster since I'm not able to leave yet ever since PTF SMS finishes because of this VVIP cabin retrofit modificaton project. But next week, I could disappear for 3 days for the airline course that I chose to attend. It will be great chance to meet colleagues from all the different kind of departments from the parent, the cargo and the subsidiary airline company. To that, I'm looking forward to see the new faces.

"How are things with you and him?" "He looks so sad when I saw him the other day." Sad probably he was forced to complete the other sales aircraft since there were some internal problems occuring in his side; his colleague messes up the whole program, his boss will be quiting soon and there's thousands of defects picked up by the customer.

There's nothing much to say to him except hearing his complaints about his work, his lousy work colleagues and his DVP. He is such a moody person nowadays that nothing could cheer him up. I even chose not to share my work funs with him anymore.

Two persons focusing on each other's own things now. I'm just waiting for the day when I could not even recognise him anymore as we drift from each other more and more.

I know this will happen one day. Guess all good things will come to an end soon or later.The only matter to look forward is my trip in December.

"Now you're feeling more and more frustrated

And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

You believe and you doubt

You're confused, you got it all figured out

Everything that you always wished for

When you need to find the strength

It's the faith that makes you stronger

The only way we get there

Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time

There's no need to rush

It's like learning to fly

On falling in love"